movedd.



do i really have to harden my heart as well? i hope its just a part of becoming emotionally stronger. rather, i would like to ask, why have the hearts hardened so much already.

hearts, so difficult for us to reach at times. when its all barricaded and enforced with all kinds of intricate mental mechanisms and defenses.

im finally seeing and going through what they did previously, and im getting to know how they feel already.

IDK, sometimes. why do things have to be like that, that such specimens, such things in their lives. and i blame myself for that.





zeal out of control is dangerous. please tame the seahorses and put on all the compasses, maps and most importantly, that... mouth thing you put the horses. lol.

and abrubt and unstable is yoyo is rollercoaster is weather-like is... build it upon the word man, yo.







ok, im starting to sound like someone else. haha. anw, just pickedup these words:

inane
vindicated
intrigued (in its 2nd meaning)
inane
jauntly
ascribe
transgression


my english is cmi, so im doing wht i can do build it up...





random picture. haha.




okay, i think this might seem dumb, but i really wanna express my gratitude to my shepherd. whaah. tho' the competition is over, cause i forgot about the dateline :X, he is still worth giving thanks to!


thank you. even though you have been my shepherd for only about 2 months, i still appreciate you alot for wht you have done. heh. especially those times when i have unknowlingly bitten you now and then, thank you for loving me and helping me whenever i need help. thanks for your patience and with all my flaws, teaching me lovingly and skillfully.


thank you. for all the spirit and skills you've imparted me so far. you have inspired me greatly, by the faithfulness and effort you go all out for, to build Northeast up. whenever i feel tired, i remind myself how much you have worked, cause of the love you have for people and God.





(sorry this is the only proper photo have of you actually. lol. but it loosk nice la. :DD )


i'd really enjoy you as a friend as well. hope that we'll have many more memories to come! yay. :D


i'll follow and support you as you lead NE and I, honouring and helping you whenever i need to. love ya. :)



A nice song I've heard recently.

Held - Natalie Grant

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we’d be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We’re asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It’s unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred NUMB our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held.

Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held.



just looked at the whole list of work that i have to catch up, cause im in a different jc now.
very sianned by it.





its a whole chunk.




and i've been hearing bad stuff about my class. the feng qi, and everything. :/



God, sustain me, strengthen me, bring me through.
maybe it aint that bad at all... :/


today susposed to sow and share Christ. in the end, at first Austine cannot, then can. then joel can. then joel cannot. then austine cannot. then austine can again. then austine cannot again.

but i sincerely thank God for the people He has placed in this ministry alongside with me. it is truly, definitely a blessing to serve along with you guys. :)

then after that having nothing to do, we watched ccs at toa payoh, went pete's house after rambling aimlessly at tpy hub trying to look for a nice place to mug. didnt really study much la. but then weilong had a lot of fun making weird looking Sims on pete's comp and yeh.

went for PM.

a simple and pure heart for you, unbounded by laziness. waha.

and after that ate at Macs, shepherded ppl.

then went to j8 to buy stuff, for someone. hur hur. but ended up playing arcade on the new machines in j8 with weilong. we went nuts playing the drums game. haha.




finally a home run. so glad. :DD
i'm looking forward for more and more of these. a brand new fresh start.

a powerful Zion.













whee. tmr got choir. i'm sleeping early!



yay. finally done with choir's blog.

havent blogged properly for a long while. cause i've been writting things down all over actually. hah. maybe i shld just consolidate on one source. then i just read through everything at one shot. anw, things running through my mind. lots of funny moments, bursting out laughing.


had class outing today. and felt really bad in the end cause of smth.




new wine skin. i need to move on,








just, run along now.

to treat coarseness, face it with gentleness, not meekness.
to treat pride, with humility, not niceness.



i need a spurt of growth. in everything.



sticking back to this name. cant bear to leave the history. cause i know i'd most probably just... forget about them. which i dont wish to.


but i got a new layout tho'.
abit weird, but. okay la. :/



oh ya, i got into tennis! haha.



yay im in aj.
turning into factory worker soon.


btw i realised most ppl can only handle 2 sms per question. no, i mean 2 question in a sms. above that number of questions, they usually dont answer the rest.

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ANDSS, CJC/1T32 and now in AJC.
LIKES choir, singing, art and food. i love chocolates and savoury stuff especially.
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